it's just them

1:43AM 070910

She's at home now, just starting this blog about them.
She misses him like hell and she's wondering if he is too. She'd just read his blog post, about his past. She understands fully how he feels because she'd felt the same way before -blinded by love and only realising towards the end. Like she used to say, "I flicked the annoying cobwebs of reality and peered into the realm of wonders and illusions of grandeur." That was her mistake.

But her friends said this is the only right decision she'd made before. And she agrees. She had never felt so loved before in her life eversince she was 6 when her parents divorced. Although she had both parents around, nothing ever felt complete. Not until she met him.

He made her smile and laugh everyday. Not just making her feel what is love and what's the meaning of complete, he lit up her life fully. She thank god everytime she thinks of him. Now, these manipulative illusions that have haunted her for the past ten years, they're gone. And she has a wide smile everytime.

He is like the person she wishes she could lean on when she's either happy or sad, and she's happy she did the right choice of trusting him & his love for her. She swears across her heart that she'll try her best to love him the way he loves her and forget about all the lies she made herself believe in her past. Because he's the pure happiness that she has been searching for all this while.

He's probably asleep by now and she misses him. Very much.

All that's left for her to say today is, "Baby, i love you very much and i can't wait to meet you very soon!"

posted by ApotheosisConcaphobic @ 1:49 AM